lol thats such a little chapter! maybe…. i should right the next one super long like back in the old dayssss. lol 

Jaz’s POV 

I wake up with puffy eyes, and Justin’s arm around my waist. I turn around and face him but he doesn’t even budge. My eyes trace the structure of his face, the way he sleeps so perfect. I kiss his cheek, then his nose, my lips are about to touch his mouth as he starts to form a smile but then there’s a knock on the door. 

Too. Early. For. This. 

Justin groans “Who is it?” I turn over to look at the clock. 5:30 am I read. 

“Dalena and Ryan.” Ryan whispers as he opens the door, we sit up. 

“Good morning” We say and they return the greeting and take a seat at the end of the bed. 

“Jaz, Crizel and Chaz were fighting all night last night. We have to do something we just can’t have all of this drama with us.” Dalena tells us and I could already tell what she’s going to say She wants to send Crizel home. “Jaz, you know its not going to get better from here…” she whispers. 

“So what do you think we should do? Help them talk it out or something?” Justin says rubbing his eye with one hand and throwing the other one around me. 

“Babe… I don’t think its going to be possible for them to fix this… I mean they’re not like us?” I say trying to figure out how to explain Crizel’s behavior. “When Crizel sees something she likes she puts her mind to it, She doesn’t date like we do… she doesn’t try and fix her relationship when its done. its done.” 

We look up and see Chaz standing in the door way. “So basically We’re voting the bitch off the island.” He says shrugging and loud enough for Crizel to hear. 

I put my face into Justin’s chest and I groan “why so early?” Justin whispers in my hair “I know, and in our room” then kisses my head. 

Suddenly Crizel’s in the door way as well as Chaz avoids looking at her. “So just because I went to go hang out with a friend, I’m getting shipped back to San Diego? Really I mean I understand why Chaz wants me gone but my own two friends.” 

“Really Crizel? You’re acting like Jaz didn’t even bitch you out yesterday.” Chaz says avoiding looking at me as well. 

He can’t be that upset in Crizel because he tried to kiss me out of revenge last night. 

“Crizel obviously it just wasn’t hanging out because you wouldn’t have to sneak off to do that, nor would you have to hide from the people who care about you to do it?” Dalena tells her as she rolls her eyes and looks at me. “Jaz, don’t let her stay.” she mouths to me.

I take a deep breath and look around the room. First at Dalena and Ryan who are shaking their head yes, then at Justin who says “It’s up to you babe, you run this just as much as I do.” and finally at Chaz who is finally making eye contact with him and I try to read into him. 

“Crizel, Go home once we get to the next venue. If something about this group doesn’t change within the next flight, then that still stands.” I tell her as I get up and head towards her. “So you have until tomorrow morning to fix something.” as I nod my head towards Chaz and continue to slip in-between them.

Jaz’s POV 

The concert was now over and everyone has left including One Direction, Ryan, Dalena and Chaz. Im sitting outside the Backstage door with Sarah asleep on my lap as I replay this night over and over and over again in my head. Nothing like how I thought it would be like. I imagined it more… singing along with the fans in the stands experiencing a Justin Bieber concert from the eyes of his girlfriend in a stadium like this feeling the rush of the crowd as i watch the boy I love up there giving his all to kick off his world tour. Instead I went looking for my so called “Best friend” Crizel who ran off with some guy and dumped his litter sister on me to watch. May I mind you, Crizel is dating Justin’s Best Friend Chaz. Chaz realizing what was going on with that, suddenly gets this impulse to kiss me and I took a step back and basically just ran away. I come back from my little recap, and look at my phone for a text from dalena who promised she’ll text me if Crizel and Freddy ever came back. 

Justin steps out of his dressing room with his backpack and beats on. He looks right then left, and notices me sitting there and slowly takes off his beats. 

“Babe, whats wrong?” he says softly as he comes over quickly with so much worry in his face. He stares into my eyes. “Babe, I thought you went back to the hotel with the gang? Why didn’t you just come sit in the dressing room? I would have rushed if I knew you were waiting” Justin says quickly, then he notices Sarah in my lap. “Where’s Freddy?” 

“He’s out with Crizel somewhere not replying to anyone texts or phone calls.” I say with irritation in my voice and all of a sudden I felt really tired as I yawn and closed my eyes for a bit as I leaned my head against the wall. 

“Kenny, come here real quick and pick up Sarah… Carin can you call the police or something we need to find Freddy as well as Crizel asap.” Justin says with authority in his voice as they both obey immediately as I feel a weight lifted off of me figuratively and literally. In the distant I hear Carin calling the police. 

“Yes, I want to file a missing persons report, no they havent been missing for 24 hours, yes i understand they are suppose to be missing for that amount of time but, sir these people are friends with Justin bieber, Yes Justin Bieber, Justin can you please talk to this man?” Carin turns and ask Justin as he nods and get handed the phone. 

“Hello? Yes, This is Justin Bieber, I understand your policy, But im leaving in the morning, You had half of your staff here for my concert yet you cant help me find my missing friends here in your town” Justin tells him as he looks over and rolls his eyes. “Thank you” He says hands the phone back over. “Describe to him how Freddy and Crizel look, They are going to handle it.” 

“Lets get back to the hotel babe.” he says as he holds his hand out to me and tries to smile as I get up and put his arm around me, leaning my head on his shoulder and close my eyes trusting him to guide me. 

Hotel Room 

Once I know it were in the hotel room and Justin is putting me on the couch, I look over and there is sarah sleeping on the other couch. 

“Babe” I mumble as I try to sit up and Justin quickly puts himself under me and now im leaning on him. 

“Yeah?” He asks me as he tries to get comfortable as we watch Kenny and Carin go into the other room as they continue to find out the leads the police has on finding them. 

“Babe, I really need to tell you something…” I started thinking about how this may ruin everything If i tell him what happen with Chaz and I but if he finds out from anyone else… This would be a diaster. Obviously we werent the only ones in that hallway, there is workers. 

Suddenly Ryan and Dalena emerge from their bedrooms “Hey, I thought I heard you guys come in, Still havent found Crizel and Freddy?” Ryan asks as he starts to take a seat and notices Sarah sleeping on the couch. 

“Guess Not” He says as he anwsers his own question.

“This is not like her, whatsoever.” Dalena says trying to think of a time when shes has done anything like this. 

“Lust makes you do stupid things sometimes.” Chaz says coming out of his room, and stands in the frame of his door as he looks directly at me.

Is he talking about him trying to kiss me? or Crizel and Chaz interfering that she cheated on him? 

“What do you mean Chaz?” Justin asks him looking from me to him, from him to me. 

Chaz looks at me for a while, then looks at Justin. “I think shes cheating on me.” He says slowly as he goes into his room and closes the door. 

Suddenly we hear the hotel room door open and laughing coming along. Crizel and Freddy come in and see us all sitting there. 

“Wow, are you fucking kidding me? I swear if she did… ” Ryan says as he throws his hands up in the air and turns back for his room, His voice fading as he gets farther away

“Low blow Crizel.” Dalena mutters under her voice as she follows Ryan. 

“I dont even want to hear your reasoning for all this Crizel, Im so disappointed in you if you. Even if you didnt do anything with this kid, you know you fucked up our relationship as a group and its only the fucking first day. I have no more words.” I said as I got ready to walk about the room, but then woke up Sarah and said goodbye and continued to proceed to my room with Justin following me. 

“I think its time for you to go Freddy.” Kenny said and soon after I heard the door slam behind him, and Crizel crying out in the living room. 

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and i will not be going to sleep until i finish this chapter. 

do you guys really want me to finish this? 

im about to go ape shit, i just went to finish chapter 38 and its all gone ): it was 6 pages and i was almost done… and now its all fucking gone. 

im going to cry )’: